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sky's thoughts -

things are moving, yet I am still stuck in the same cycle.
the phone rings, the fax rings,
line one, line, two, line three,
the ringing does not cease -
the printer and fax spews forth pages and pages -
music plays, songs that i have already heard numerous times -
i grow weary - conversations, laughter, sighs.

speaker phone, automated voices - i must be here
pressing keys, wether it be the keyboard or the phone pad - i must press on.
10 dollars have been added, this balance will expire....

if i am unhappy, then i should do something about it - i must find the motivation to apply myself - and do ..what people say soul searching - but what the fuck is soul searching - i mean how do you go about it ? The beeping from the printer won't stop, something is wrong with the printer, there is always something wrong with something- this place - i don't know where to begin.
but this music must stop, i cannot hear the same handful of songs over and over again, on top of the phones, the faxes, the printers, the conversations, the speaker phones.
hello top comm,
yeh, yuh bo sae yo,

hello this is topcomm, i have your cingular phone number.
sometimes it'd be easier to have a phone glued to my ear.

my brother is still in the hospital,
he is getting better -

my room is a mess, i should clean.
i feel the need to drink too much,
i smoke too much

there is much to change, but the will is not there?
2 days till valentines, makes me think of leena
i wonder how she is, it has been awhile.
she should be getting married soon.

i wonder if shes happy -
no, she is happy, she always had the will.

there are many more people that work here than before. actually, the only person that is still here from when i last worked here, is the owner.