And, we are here once more.

things are still going nowhere.
The catalyst that i had saught for, might have been the death of my brother.
However, I am still the same, and the burden has doubled.

My passions fizzle away, wasted. Instead I linger and lounge in the lazy world I have made for myself. Often I have said, things must change. I must change.

I grow older day by day, yet where am I.